Sad Poem

AN: I am not depressed or anything of the sort. Therefore I kindly ask you not to state that I am looking for attention because I am not. Also if anyone comments that they are depressed or going through struggles (Mental, physical, emotional etc.), please be kind and supportive towards them. Thank you.

I stare at her

Not sure whether to cry or die

Life took her away from me

The person I loved most in the world

Gone from me for eternity

My heart is heavy, the burden, the guilt, the un-forgiveness has increased

I can’t sleep, eat or anything

I am whole-heartily burdened by grief

Oh How I miss her

My friend, my dearest friend

“Why did you have to forsake me, leave me in this earth? Was I not good enough for you?

I lie in the shadows of my pain

Standing in the middle of a battle I may not win

As if hell has opened its doors and I can’t escape

Pain nothing but pain

It will never leave me

I will never be free of it

I do not understand

Why did you leave me?

Why did you have to go?

I want to believe you

Are with me but

You are not and you will never be

Anymore

I am never the same

These old wounds that

Heed my heart, I cannot

Cannot handle it

My dearest friend,

How I think of you so often and weep

Even after many moons and months

Pass by

Oh how I wish you were

Still with me

(Continue) I wake up in cold sweat

The nightmares intensifies

I see her

The one I loved

Gone from me

A dark angel is she

I cry and cry and cry

I can’t stand the pain

I cannot stand it

I can’t live without her

Perhaps I too shall leave

Then my war, battles and struggles will finally be over

I shall finally be at peace